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In my best PBS kids tone of voice I welcome you all to todays lesson. The english language can sometimes be very complicated,.... and grammar...FUGHETABOUTIT!
So i say ...Fuck It. Let Youtube teach me something, what else is it there for? Lol
So I Present To You:
The "F" Word. (Nothing Like The "L" word)
Now That I'm 20 Years and ready start some shit up everybody Telling me To Calm Down NAH FUCK THAT"
I Watched a white cop Beat The Shit out of my cousin because he told the cop "Don't call me Boy, address me By my fucking name". I watched them Body slam My Home girl While she was 7 fucking months pregnant because she asked the officer "What Did He Do?" when she saw them beating My Cousin's Ass.
I saw her come home crying because she lost her baby. Do you know what was done ...NOTHING. The Cops said They Were justified. I cried as The Cops surrounded the "crime scene". They covered my brothers Body in a white sheet after they shot and killed him. You know what happened to those Police...NOTHING! They were deemed Justified in murdering him in cold blood. We were told to just move on because he was in a better place. FUCK THAT.
I have been called a nigger more than once. I've been looked over while standing on line and followed around stores like I was going to steal something. I have been discriminated against by the family of a good friend because I was of a certain ethnicity. I heard Don Imus call Other Black Women "Nappy headed Hoes". I've watched a video On Youtube where the dude from Seinfeld said Nigger several times to a young black guy in the audience. I've read shit in the newspaper where a man killed his daughter-in-law because she was black. He said he didn't want his son married to no Nigger.
I've noticed how they've already perceived us as thugs, baby mamas, baby daddies, and people who wont be able to get out the Ghetto. They even think that we all come from the ghetto. They think we're stupid. They think we some thieving ass, section 8 having, no education obtaining, Food Stamp Loving, worthless motherfuckers.
I have been called a bitch, hoe, lesbian, and a dumb broad on many occasions. To this day I still sometimes wonder whats worse. Being Black .....Or being a Woman ...Maybe its being a Black Woman. I've been degraded by my own Brothers in rap videos, movies, books, and almost any other way imaginable.
Yet they manage to tell me how I'm supposed to feel.
I ain't preaching, and I'm not Malcolm, Martin, Sojourner, Or Farrakhan. I just know what happened then and I Know whats happening Now.
Don't tell Me I'm supposed to look the other way and turn the other cheek. Don't tell me to chalk it up to their ignorance. Don't tell me "Leave it alone" and "Walk Away" 'cause I don't want to hear that shit.
I read about how MY ancestors were RAPED of their dignity, innocence, religion, and culture. I read how they were snatched from their country and robbed of their LIVES. Whipped, burned, hung, sold. Don't tell me How to feel when I'M THE ONE who saw Pictures of My ancestors hanging from tree branches while white people smiled, I saw how they were dragged through Texas gravel, and drowned in Mississippi rivers with their faces bashed in at the age of 14. Don't tell me to calm the fuck down when I express how I feel about it. DO NOT tell me how I should play their game and sell my soul for a dollar, or to get ahead.
You throw a month at us like you throw a Bone to a dog or give a baby a pacifier to shut us up. That don't give you the right to tell me how I Should feel.
"You cant Be More Offended By My Cursing Than You are About Whats REALLY Going On Out There"
I will refrain from Putting His Real AIM Screen Name because I Know of some Brooklyn People who read my blog who may know him. He's A Really Popular Guy In East New York (Or So I've Heard, Shit I Dont Believe In Popular People Just Like You Dont Believe In Santa Claus When You Have Kids)
Anyway so Me and my homeboy are talking VIA Aim. He doesnt usually hit me up so this nigga must be bored So i decide to entertain his fucking boredom like the great American Citizen and Good Deed Do-er That I Am (Because Maybe His Boredom Can Entertain MY Boredom is the real reason) Anyway I Decided to ask about his Daughter....
Dead Beat Dad To Be (11:58:42 PM): wassup
Super W0maan (11:59:30 PM): hey
Dead Beat Dad To Be (11:59:58 PM): how u
Super W0maan (12:00:38 AM): im good how u
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:00:46 AM): im gr8
Super W0maan (12:02:06 AM): thats wassup LOL hows the baby girl?
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:02:18 AM): she good gettin big
Super W0maan (12:02:18 AM): you been being a good dad
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:02:22 AM): duh
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:02:25 AM): yea
Super W0maan (12:02:28 AM): aww thats wassup lol
Super W0maan (12:03:21 AM): everybody has a baby now, im feeling kinda jealous LOL until i asked to baby sit my cousin's baby
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:03:44 AM): oh lol
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:03:56 AM): how old is ur cousins baby
Super W0maan (12:03:58 AM): she had me up ALL NIGHT, anyway what you been up to
Super W0maan (12:04:02 AM): 4 months
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:06 AM): oh ok
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:13 AM): lol
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:20 AM): i been chillin n workin
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:34 AM): havin babies is not a good thing at all
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:45 AM): ppl havin kids for da wrong reason
Super W0maan (12:06:09 AM): i feel you. so did you have a baby for the right reason?
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:07:27 AM): no i didnt
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:07:32 AM): i didnt want her
Super W0maan (12:07:49 AM): awww but i know you happy now that she here
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:00 AM): yes n no
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:02 AM): not really
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:09 AM): but im here for her tho
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:15 AM): i wanted 2 wait
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:28 AM): but u kno how females r
Super W0maan (12:08:50 AM): WELL you keeping it real, and thats whats up be there for ya kid, not JUST financially either, be there emotionally
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:00 AM): yea i am
Super W0maan (12:09:04 AM): and YEAH i know how females are but you fellas gotta be more carefull
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:07 AM): but its not that easy tho
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:18 AM): especially since i didnt want her
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:24 AM): but i do love her tho
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:32 AM): but its a weird feeling
Super W0maan (12:10:28 AM): i know what you saying, maybe eventually it'll change
Super W0maan (12:10:32 AM): idk
Super W0maan (12:10:50 AM): i dont even want kids i mean i loveeeee other peoples kids but i dont think i want my own NO TIME SOON
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:11:01 AM): idk if its gon change
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:11:15 AM): cuz my daughter almost 1 and i still feel this way
Eventually the conversation trickled off into what kind of Clothes detergent we use and how he likes doing laundry and shit, YOU KNOW The exciting shit. Anyway. I know i call him a dead beat dad and all but hey thats what he sounds like he'll eventually be. On the other hand i mean he was being real. He was expressing real feelings and its true that alot of females know it takes two to have a baby and they throw that shit in a mans face like he raped her and MADE her dumb ass have a baby. When he dont want to take care of the baby she goes "You aint shit i aint make this baby by myself", when in all reality ALOT of you bitches (I Mean Females) Dont get pregnant alone but you DO MAKE THE CHOICE TO KEEP THE BABY ON YOUR OWN BY YOUR DAMN SELF. It doesnt Justify what a dead beat dad does but SHIT BITCH (I Mean Young Lady) You made the decision to have the baby by yourself despite the fact that this nigga ( I mean Young Man) TOLD YOU that he didnt want a baby so now since you making decisions and shit on your own dont be mad when you have to RAISE THE CHILD ON YOUR OWN. Dont Complain Bitc..I Mean Young Lady...
Dont Bother getting in touch with me for a while.
I Hate My Life, Im dropping out of school, And jumping Off The Brooklyn Bridge, if i dont go on a murdering rampage first, or just drop out and become a crack dealer.
BYE!
