Whoever said it's impossible to miss
what you never had .....
Never ALMOST had you.
Has there ever been that one person that you talked to for a while and some how some way just lost track of them over time for whatever reason...or no reason at all?
And you wonder what happened to them?
Or what would have happened between you guys if you had done things differently?
Have you Ever dumped one person for the next person, and then wondered what would have been different if you had stuck with the other person? (Keep It Real Yall)
I was sitting and thinking about the "Good Ol' Days" These are days prior to "The Hype" before Darryl passed away. I was thinking about this party Darryl had threw one summer. I met this really really nice guy....we'll call him "Mister".
So anyway i met mister at Darryl's party and we exchanged numbers. It took me like a month before i hung out with him.
After we hung out that day and i fixed his mom's thing-a-majig (Some kind of bathroom shelves) because he didn't want to (Or didn't know how to), we started talking about alot of stuff. Surprisingly i felt like i was Oprah and he was on my couch because we were just talking about a whole bunch of personal stuff. I could tell he was a genuine person and we didn't even realize it was dark outside so he took me to my aunts house (where i stayed all summer). He even called me the next day to make sure i was alright (because of something that had happened while i was there, dont worry it wasnt anything bad guys) which was really nice (aww)
Long story short, communication became scarce because he was always busy and i had started talking to some-one new ("The X" of 6 years). So when Mister had found out through mutual friends he said he would just fall back....*Sigh* and i let him.
Sometimes i miss Mister and i wonder what would have happened if i would have stayed with him instead of the the X. I wonder if we would have ended up in some kind of messy break up that summer or if we would still be together today? *Sigh*
I wont beat myself up over it, i just wonder what would have happened...if i did things differently that summer