He said "We can be friends tho", I just looked at him and whispered in my head "Your not gonna cry, your not gonna cry,this bastard WONT see you cry". I smiled turned and walked away up the stairs and to the end of the platform. I had my back to him but heard him call my name, but i didnt respond or turn around. I had decided after the word friend i should deleted him completely from my phone and any other physical contact i would have with him, i deleted him from my head, from my life, NO...I deleted him from my reality. He was no longer a real person. His voice yelling my name out had completely went over my head and vibrated off the walls of the trainstation that seemed so empty.
There were hundreds of people walking through turnstyles, swiping metrocards, boarding trains, smiling, and laughing but im alone. Lonely cold, and wanting to just close my eyes and sleep this feeling off. It was december and i wanted to sleep until April.
My train was coming in.
--This IS the Queens Bound J train, This is Broadway Junction Next Stop ...i didnt know what he said but i was sure it was Alabama Ave. Then Van Siclen. I Stepped off the train because i saw asshole hop on. He thought he would catch up with me but hell no.
I backed up right before the doors closed and stood on the platform. He wasnt about to be on the same train as me. I watched the train loudly pass by and threw on my headphones Hova's Song cry was the first song up.