How Much For Your Soul?
Crack rocks sold on back blocks
9 millimeter glocks
Stashed in A Shoe Box
Cocaine's A primary stock
You living good gettin all this money
Niggas ain't gotta worry cause they ain't hungry
He wasn't thinking bout his family not even his kids
Until he got a 30 year long Jail Bid
D's came through and they wanted they cut
You wasn't going out like that so they locked ya ass up
Now ya wife alone and kids cant eat
And Ya enemies decided to put em out they misery
Shot Junior and babygirl both dead
fucked ya wife then put the Magnum to her head

How Much For Your Soul?
Come Home In hopes that Mommy Ain't On Her knees Praying to a glass dick
"Lord please forgive me but i need another hit"
Kids crying because they don't understand
why mommy selling they sister to another man
went from snorting to using needles
Don't give a fuck that ya kids need you
Ya daughter hate you and you been lost Isaiah
thinking bout it make you wanna get high a lil later
come down and get high, grabbed the spoon and a lighter and you ready to fly
She hit the shit too hard ...she lived for crack wasn't ready to die

How Much For Your Soul?
Unprotected sex on Dirty Mattresses and Park benches
You love doing you with these sheisty shark bitches
Swimmin in a ocean of them and you swimming in they pussy
since a youngster during school just to get it you played hookie
they give it up for free and you takin
takin what you can get but nigga you ain't thinkin
everything that glitters ain't gold
for sex your soul is sold
A Bachelor, Young Dumb Nigga Married To Your Ways
In The clinic Ready To terminate Your life now 'Cause You Married to AIDS
Un Holy Matrimony till death do yall part
Grabbed a gun and shoved it to your chest one shot to ya heart

How Much For Your Soul?
She get a little freedom so she running the streets
Daddy wasn't there and her moms turned the other cheek
She ain't wanna believe her daughter was a freak
went from straight A's
To Blow Jobs in a staircase
Locked Jaws on penises Like Pit Bulls
Was A Catholic Now She's sinful
On The corner Tryna get a buck
the highest bidder tryna win a fuck
Sold her soul, her innocence, and her body
A Trick put a gun to her heard now she crying "Lord why me"
Life flashes before her eyes
Dick Slid between her thighs
Raped Then murdered and threw the bitch to the side

So now he standing there wondering who's next, what else can he buy
He roams from Bush-wick to crown heights then runs through the stuy
Sheepish Muh Fucker lookin for new souls to take
Got eve to sell hers for a apple this niggas a snake
tryna see what they'll sell they souls for; bricks? a Benz? a brand new bezel
You cant tell me this nigga aint the devil


How much for your soul?

Its a shame when a 17 year old girl cant walk outside her house and go to a TEEN party without getting shot in her face.
This time who the hell do we blame? Who do we point the finger at this time? Not the cops because THIS TIME they didnt pull a trigger or shoot a kid.

We always get all crazy and wanna protest shit when police shoot children, but what about when children are killing children? While we're all excited about Obama's Change Speeches and We're happy about a black president, our kids are still getting killed on the streets.

Kids need Guidance Man....

R.I.P To The Young Lady, And I Hope her family is able to move forward from this senselessness. I Hope i never have to bury my kids.

"And All The newspaper Said was 'Another Nigga Dead', And Its Fucked Up"
--Fabolous (Can You Hear Me)


Background INFO on what im talking about:
17 year Old Nyasia Pryear Yard was shot dead while attending a teen party in brooklyn at a nightclub called The elks Plaza.

Oscar Grant A 22 Year Old Man
Arms Locked Behind Him, Handcuffed Hands
He Cant Move,.. Then Like It was Nothing... BAM!
No More Oscar
No More Son, Brother, Friend, Worse Of All Father
To A 4 Year Old Toddler
This Man Had A Daughter
This Time They Didn't Waste No Time
Didn't Waste Bullets from Their .9's
Bust 1 Shot In His Back One Time
See it Took 41 Shots To Hit Amadou Diallo and 51 for My Brother
Wooden Caskets and Crying Mothers
The Streets Erupted in Fire Like The Time Jesus Plagued Egypt
Cars, Houses, Stores, On Fire 'Cause Niggas Is Heated
Sick Of The Way They Being Treated.
But In The End They Still been defeated
History's been Repeated.
Resurrection Of The Past
I Know You Aint Forget The Last
Instead Of Hearing Wedding Vowels and Bells
They Shot Sean Bell
The System Failed
To Jail
Murderers
They supposed to protect us but they hurting us
dirty politics and dirtier politicians
People we vote for to be in these positions
Insurrection should start in the mind
Its Only A Matter Of Time
Like Langston Hughes Warned About Dreams Deferred
We are A Community, We Are A people, We Will Be Heard
Until Then I Hope They Understand
His Blood Is On Their Hands



Its Elementary/
They want us all gone eventually

--Nas "If I Ruled The World"

I will refrain from Putting His Real AIM Screen Name because I Know of some Brooklyn People who read my blog who may know him. He's A Really Popular Guy In East New York (Or So I've Heard, Shit I Dont Believe In Popular People Just Like You Dont Believe In Santa Claus When You Have Kids)

Anyway so Me and my homeboy are talking VIA Aim. He doesnt usually hit me up so this nigga must be bored So i decide to entertain his fucking boredom like the great American Citizen and Good Deed Do-er That I Am (Because Maybe His Boredom Can Entertain MY Boredom is the real reason) Anyway I Decided to ask about his Daughter....

Dead Beat Dad To Be (11:58:42 PM): wassup
Super W0maan (11:59:30 PM): hey
Dead Beat Dad To Be (11:59:58 PM): how u
Super W0maan (12:00:38 AM): im good how u
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:00:46 AM): im gr8
Super W0maan (12:02:06 AM): thats wassup LOL hows the baby girl?
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:02:18 AM): she good gettin big
Super W0maan (12:02:18 AM): you been being a good dad
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:02:22 AM): duh
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:02:25 AM): yea
Super W0maan (12:02:28 AM): aww thats wassup lol
Super W0maan (12:03:21 AM): everybody has a baby now, im feeling kinda jealous LOL until i asked to baby sit my cousin's baby
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:03:44 AM): oh lol
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:03:56 AM): how old is ur cousins baby
Super W0maan (12:03:58 AM): she had me up ALL NIGHT, anyway what you been up to
Super W0maan (12:04:02 AM): 4 months
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:06 AM): oh ok
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:13 AM): lol
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:20 AM): i been chillin n workin
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:34 AM): havin babies is not a good thing at all
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:04:45 AM): ppl havin kids for da wrong reason
Super W0maan (12:06:09 AM): i feel you. so did you have a baby for the right reason?
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:07:27 AM): no i didnt
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:07:32 AM): i didnt want her
Super W0maan (12:07:49 AM): awww but i know you happy now that she here
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:00 AM): yes n no
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:02 AM): not really
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:09 AM): but im here for her tho
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:15 AM): i wanted 2 wait
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:08:28 AM): but u kno how females r
Super W0maan (12:08:50 AM): WELL you keeping it real, and thats whats up be there for ya kid, not JUST financially either, be there emotionally
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:00 AM): yea i am
Super W0maan (12:09:04 AM): and YEAH i know how females are but you fellas gotta be more carefull
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:07 AM): but its not that easy tho
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:18 AM): especially since i didnt want her
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:24 AM): but i do love her tho
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:09:32 AM): but its a weird feeling
Super W0maan (12:10:28 AM): i know what you saying, maybe eventually it'll change
Super W0maan (12:10:32 AM): idk
Super W0maan (12:10:50 AM): i dont even want kids i mean i loveeeee other peoples kids but i dont think i want my own NO TIME SOON
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:11:01 AM): idk if its gon change
Dead Beat Dad To Be (12:11:15 AM): cuz my daughter almost 1 and i still feel this way

Eventually the conversation trickled off into what kind of Clothes detergent we use and how he likes doing laundry and shit, YOU KNOW The exciting shit. Anyway. I know i call him a dead beat dad and all but hey thats what he sounds like he'll eventually be. On the other hand i mean he was being real. He was expressing real feelings and its true that alot of females know it takes two to have a baby and they throw that shit in a mans face like he raped her and MADE her dumb ass have a baby. When he dont want to take care of the baby she goes "You aint shit i aint make this baby by myself", when in all reality ALOT of you bitches (I Mean Females) Dont get pregnant alone but you DO MAKE THE CHOICE TO KEEP THE BABY ON YOUR OWN BY YOUR DAMN SELF. It doesnt Justify what a dead beat dad does but SHIT BITCH (I Mean Young Lady) You made the decision to have the baby by yourself despite the fact that this nigga ( I mean Young Man) TOLD YOU that he didnt want a baby so now since you making decisions and shit on your own dont be mad when you have to RAISE THE CHILD ON YOUR OWN. Dont Complain Bitc..I Mean Young Lady...

Thats the trailer for this movie i watched for the past two days. Its on Showtime on demand just go under documentaries if you have digital cable and premium channels.

I have a 12 year old sister and i dont know what i would do if i found out that she was out there in the streets being exploited. I have always volunteered and helped at organizations where people are the victims of sex crimes like rape and human trafficking, but this documentary opened my eyes up to the world of prostitution. I realized that this shit isn't like what we see in the videos and the movies, this shit is REAL. I already decided that i would be volunteering or doing some kind of community service with this organization. I've been trying to start my own Youth Organization up but honestly...people dont give a fuck about no one but themselves these days.

Quick facts:

- 2,200 Children are estimated to become victims of sexual exploitation A YEAR

- 325,000 are at risk for becoming victims of sexual exploitation

- The average age of sexually exploited children is 12 years old

Not facts but something that's been observed:
these men target YOUNG girls who have either run away from home or come from broken homes. Young girls who dont have that father figure because these Older men (Usually 30-40) make these young girls feel safe secure and loved before they put them on the strip. They tell them that they can be their "Daddy".

Im probably going to have a screening at my house so that i can sit my little sister down and show her, along with other people from around my neighborhood (Because i do work with the youth in the summer so they love me lol) because i live in a neighborhood (About 2 blocks from south road on sutphin, if you know anything about NY and Queens you know about this infamous strip) where i believe that alot of the young people are at a high risk.

** I have no idea if that's a woman so please don't think i posted tits on the site. I honestly think that's a man. I don't know, but whatever.

I'm walking through the mall right, so i walk up to my home boy named butterfly [he does some BOMB ass Makeup at the MAC counter where i used to buy my lip gloss from] From time to time I'll still buy some luster or lip glass from there because of a certain color that i want [beaux]. I've never really tried their make up because i don't wear make up and i would end up looking like bozo the clown trying to put that stuff on because i wouldn't know what i was doing. ANYWAY, so butterfly and I were sitting and conversing about how business was for him, he was saying how plenty of people come by to get there faces made up for free, BUT don't come back to buy anything. I'm like "damn butta its hard out here for a pimp ain't it?" He shook his head and asked me if i wanted my face done.

Anyway The economy has caused alot of us to NOT be able to do things that we used to do. Like that Caramel Machiatto from Starbucks [over priced ass coffee], or that book on the Philadelphia crime mob [damn i wanted that book so bad].

Its getting hard out here for a pimp...

What have you been putting back on the shelf or not purchasing because of the economy crisis?

Me personally, I'm a college student and like most college students I'm always broke LOL. If i had [alot of] money i'd be balling outta control buying stuff. Its like Kat Williams said :
"yall better buy yall some nice expensive sh*t before the depression actually does hit"
That's My kind of attitude.